Yesterday I tried some free weight exercises in preparation for next week when I’ll be working with a personal trainer. Add to that a very long workday that ended around 10 PM.
Today I feel sore and tired. I’m dressed and ready to go to the gym, but my heart isn’t in it. I would rather sleep-in. Even better, I would rather take the day off. Neither will happen. In a few minutes I’ll hop into my car and off I will go.
It would be easy to give in, just for today. But today becomes tomorrow, and tomorrow the next day. My patterns with my new behaviors are not set, they are only slightly gelled. So I sip my coffee with my muscles aching, my eyes burning, and I look at the clock on the computer, and I prepare to leave.
Today I will not let myself defeat me. Today I will let myself move me forward. I often have two sides to myself, and today I will listen to the side that wants me to be strong.